Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Dear Afternoon Jogger

Dear Afternoon Jogger, 

   While peering out my sunny classroom window today, I noticed you bounding down the sidewalk in aerobic stride.  Like the ubiquitous paintings placed in a physician's waiting room you, the jogger, coalesced into the peaceful suburban setting.  But then your presence in the scene caught my attention.  Maybe it was the neon orange shoes you wore, but I noticed you, really noticed you. 
   I glanced at my red and white clock hanging on the opposite wall, and took note of the time: 1:52 pm.  So here is my question: How exactly do you earn a living?  Are you self-employed with flexible hours?  Are you a stay at home parent with a live-in nanny or school-aged children?  Do you work nights?  Are you a trust fund baby?  Was today your day off?
   Please forgive my nosiness, but I simply must ask because if seized by the urge to partake in some early afternoon exercise, I'd like to know the accompanying profession. Most days after work I'm exhausted and can't find the energy to workout. Maybe if I jogged earlier in the day, then I would have plenty of strength! Please, please enlighten me to your bourgeoisie way. 
    Held captive to scheduled hours of my day, I first felt envious of your liberated calendar.  However, on second thought, the idea of pounding pavement while dripping sweat on such a glorious day appeals to me not.  If given the chance of freedom on a blissful bright afternoon, I would find a million other things to do besides run.  So, tomorrow if I happen to catch sight of you again, I will salute you in wave for your dedicated effort.  Carpe Diem. 

~Truly, Cinderella (the working class Cinde, of course)

P.S.  But really, what do you do?

Photo courtesy of activerain.com


Wednesday, March 5, 2014

In Memory of a Sunset

Originally, I'd planned a lighthearted post for this week; however, after tragic loss, I've chosen a more somber tone.  A dear friend of mine unexpectedly lost her husband a few days ago and my heart breaks for her.  
Therefore, in honor of my friend:

~May your strength in spirit allow you to find peace, and someday, once the dust has settled, may you witness the beauty of a West Texas sunset again.

In Memory of a Sunset
The sun shines on her face, illuminating truth.

Before.  The inscrutable darkness, which consumed his conscious approached like rumbling clouds in a black, violent dirt storm. The air smelled of clay and the impending sand storm approached.  Mercurial moods orchestrated the production, indifferent to those who stood below.  Earth mother, the playwright, wrote the script long ago and the gods directed the actors: wind, sky and sand. Peering out onto that untamed stage, the woman noticed the trees shimmy and writhe, shaking their nerves before the play began.  They stretched and warmed their muscles diligently preparing for their mimes.  The clay and sky clasped hands, for on this day their characters aligned in quiet indignation and united in muddy colors of muted red and gray.  The trees angrily cried out to the sands, who nod and began their ascension to the sky.

The dust builds in prolific grandeur, producing a prodigious dark cloud of dirt.  Ominous and unyielding, the callous storm blocks the pleasant sun.  Onlookers grieve the sight and scurry inside to find shelter.  But shelter cannot be found, for the dirt creeps through crevices and settles on still surfaces.  If only all would rest atop a surface; instead particles crash and collide against the air, suffocating those who desperately desire the calming rays of sun.  Rain will not come.  The sun will not shine.  Blue skies remain at bay, blocked by cruel winds who pull from the desert floor and thrash grit across the landscape. Relief will not come.

Eventually the wind tires, eventually the haze of dust falls.  Vivid memories return like happiness in a jar released by the musty scent of dancing sprinklers, the distinct cool fragrance of earth covered by water.  Laughing children echo in a distant past.  Soft whispers are heard, whispers exchanged by lovers on back porches; lovers who know and keep shared secrets.  Time heals all hurts, so they say; gratefully, memories remain. The air is still now, the sun is setting.  And softly, the sun peeks over the earth's horizon to whisper goodnight, and with sincerest apology he offers his condolences.  "You see," he says, "the remnants of clay make for beautiful sunsets."  Shades of gold and burgundy fill the sky in monumental farewell, reminding us that the peace is found at dusk and the sun will brighten the Eastern sky in the morning.



Inspired by:
From In Memory of W.B. Yeats by W.H. Auden: 

  In the deserts of the heart
Let the healing fountain start,
 In the prison of his days
Teach the free man how to praise.

In the deserts of the heart Let the healing fountain start, In the prison of his days Teach the free man how to praise. - See more at: http://www.poets.org/viewmedia.php/prmMID/15544#sthash.DPIdoL6P.dpuf
In the deserts of the heart Let the healing fountain start, In the prison of his days Teach the free man how to praise. - See more at: http://www.poets.org/viewmedia.php/prmMID/15544#sthash.DPIdoL6P.dpuf
In the deserts of the heart Let the healing fountain start, In the prison of his days Teach the free man how to praise. - See more at: http://www.poets.org/viewmedia.php/prmMID/15544#sthash.DPIdoL6P.dpuf